your voice
that little voice is not a suggestion. it is not something that acts as an option. and it is not offering you an opinion. those are all things that come from outside you—that aren’t you.
your intuition is YOUR VOICE. it is YOU. it is your true inner mind. but trust has been lost. faith has been lost. so then, too, has belief in the self been lost. if you do not believe even the things your OWN voice tells you...then how is it you’ve come to believe what others tell you?
this is where you’ve “given away” your power again. no one will ever know you better than you. no one can ever tell you, show you, draw you, encourage you, save you better than yourself. you need no one else’s thoughts, opinions, or suggestions. but you believe you do.
you’ve been conditioned to seek outside yourself for the information that you can freely find inside. but, what if the question is something out of my expertise? this is when you solicit outside voices. you, as neutrally as you can, hear those outside voices. then you take what you heard and learned from them and THEIR truth (though not necessarily from their inner voice) and ASK YOUR inner voice. does this sit right? does this feel true for me? even if partially, how can this persons truth fit or help me REMEMBER mine?
intuition is nothing to be played with. your intuition is the first truth you ever actually and really knew. it knows, so intimately, every cell of your being—yet you continue to push it aside. why? so that you can collect truths from those outside yourself and then confirm when things don’t work out? stop playing this game.
stop torturing yourself. and stop taking your own intuition with a grain of salt.
energetically, you are teaching people how to trust you by you showing them how you trust yourself. and this is partly why when you seek outside help, and it “fails” (there is no true failure) there is such defeat in your demeanor. because not only did you “fail” to “succeed” the way someone else may have BUT you also completely ignored that micro fleeting moment when you knew what to do/say/respond.
so stop. just stop. take the reins. take responsibility. all is forgiven...truly. just believe it.