change is coming
What have you done? What have you been doing? Have you been listening to your inner voice? Can you even tell what it sounds like anymore? Where is your voice? Where is your vibration? Can you even still feel it.
I have not gone far. I have been watching, just out of sight. But as the darkness approaches, I come back to comfort you. To guide you. To remind you…
Change is coming. It is building momentum. Barreling, RUSHING, down towards you. How will you prepare? My children, i’ll let you in on a little secret, you cannot really prepare for this HUGE energy rushing your direction. This mountain of energy surging—THRUSTING its way into your atmosphere.
What is it you are looking for? What is it you are expecting? It seems as though we have taken a rest for a bit too long. You will only tire on the journey ahead of you faster the longer you pretend to take a meaningful rest. There is no need for rest. The movement will keep you moving. To stop—to pause is to allow the momentum you have built to reveal itself as a gnarled, mangled mess of “missed opportunities” and overwhelming amounts of work to do….because you were moving and changed how you were relating to what is in front of you. Because you were moving and stopped. Everything is how you see it. Everything is how you are angled towards that forward movement. To stop doesn’t let those smaller items incrementally pass by you, making it seem as though things are still moving, progressing. Instead—at a halt—that movement then can become unbearable. Ahh and there you find yourself stuck where you are resting…needing even more rest.
…My children where are your keys? Where have they been put? When was the last time you sacrificed that part of yourself…to access that part of yourself that is the truth—your truth. Ah the heart is so important. And your root connection is as well. You must flex those tired muscles, brains, bodies, cells…flex them. Move them. You only think you need to slow down. My children, you should have been speeding up. Push THROUGH this resistance you find yourself facing. Nothing ever worth having is something you do not need to strive and work hard for. And you have worked through hard things before. Oh? But this seems so much harder? That is because you know more. You have more. You remember more. You ARE more. And i will always tell you…time and time and time and time again.
My sweet children you are SO much more than you can even imagine. And i can see SO much more than you allow yourselves to see. This feels like torture, like a punishment—I promise you it is not. I promise you that this place you find yourself, that makes you feel unloved, unwanted, unworthy, unable…i promise you this is just a test. You ARE loved. You Are wanted. You ARE worthy. You ARE able. You have every single shred of everything you need to move yourself down this path once again.
The longer you stay seated, the harder it will be to rise.
The longer you stay seated, the harder it will be to rise.
The longer you stay seated, the harder it will be to rise.
Take a nice deep breath. Feel how your body works in the way it needs to. You breathe, you blink, you swallow, your heart beats, your lungs expand, you digest, your blood circulates—all without a thought.
Take an even bigger deep breath. Feel the body expand to that capacity.
Take an even bigger deep breath. Keep feeling your body expanding till it hurts.
You can cause pain. You can inflict pain…on yourself. So too can you choose to breathe gently, more shallow, to alleviate that pain you have just created.
Oh my loves, please do not forget what i have told you. Please do not forget how wrong you are. That is a gift—to recognize this as a fault. Remember the lies you have told yourself. Remember the lies you have come to believe as your truths. Seek the new truth by telling yourself a new lie. A new actual truth that you may not believe just yet. Ooooh but that is completely fine my sweet children. For you did not really believe that lie you see as truth when you first heard it either. It took time to condition you. Some longer than others.
It took some time, something, some person, to make you believe that lie that you are not powerful as a truth.
It took some time, something, some person, to make you believe that you are not as strong as you are.
It took some time, something, some person to make you believe that you are unworthy.
It took some time, something, some person to make you believe that you are not worthy of love.
It took some time, something, some person to make you believe that you are incapable of achieving your dreams.
And just as it took time for you to come to the place where you knew in the deepest part of your heart that those things were not true—over time, they became a part of you. A part of your identity. And so to undo that work, you must start just as you did with those other lies and work TWICE as hard to make these new lies your truth.
And on the notation of vibration. A low vibration is getting a bad reputation. You and your body span such a range of motion of vibrations. You are BOTH low and high frequencies. You cannot just be one or the other. There is always both. A duality. A juxtaposition. There cannot be one without the other. To say that all low vibrations are bad is to say that any of those large and heavy feelings and experiences you have are also bad. And that is simply not true.
It is important to live and feel and move through the entire range of emotions and vibrations that you experience regardless of how “low” you think they are. You did not come to this planet, with its dense life and frequencies, to only push yourself right out of them. Much like the earth’s natural vibration of high and low…of ebbing and flowing…you too are flexing your vibrations, low to high to low to high…much like your body does as you breathe. One will come after another. There will be no end to this movement.
You came here to this planet earth to learn how to breathe—to move your energies from low to high to low to high. Flexing your vibrations as you flex your lungs and tissues and flesh as you breathe.
It is not BAD to have a lower vibration. It is BAD to assume that the lower vibration has nothing to offer you. Stop thinking that it is BAD for you to experience the range of emotion that you signed up for by coming to this planet earth. Depending on where you are in your individual journeys, my sweet children, you will see others flex more than you. Much how those who swim can hold their breath for longer. But my sweet ones, if you breathe in soooo deeply…so too must you exhale JUST as deep. There is a balance. There is always a balance.
Soo too when you achieve these so-called HIGHER vibrations then when they leave, do you fall back down too. Because they cannot stay. There has to be both.
You can speak as you breathe can you not? Soo too can you move through those low vibrations as your life unfolds in front of you. It is only the perception and the lies that are holding you hostage—making you think you cannot move as you would like regardless of the vibration that you find yourself in. You can do both. You are only limited when you set limits. You are only limited when you perceive limits. Sometimes, there are actual limits as dictated by your physical and material existence here on this planet earth. Even then—I challenge you to look beyond those limits.
Where are you afraid to go? What are you afraid to do? What are you afraid to accomplish? Who made you feel that way? What made you feel that way? Why do you feel that way?
Is that what you want? To be limited by how others are assuming and perceiving your life and path and existence all together? Are you in some way doing that to others? Do you do it to others and then do that to yourself?
Stop all of this. Just look at what you have. What you want. Breathe. Flex. Sit in those low vibrations because they are YOURS. And if the low vibrations belong to somebody else, they have triggered those similar vibrations and frequencies in you—and THOSE are yours. Those were already there. You do not need to take on the feelings, vibrations, etc of another. But that also, again, does not mean that you still will not be feeling them in your own body because those same feelings, vibrations, etc. also live inside of you. You can recognize and so easily feel…and then are so easily made to sit to “rest” from these things from another because you also have them. There is sameness. And that is part of what this earth is trying to get you to understand.
The larger and greater connection of all of us. All like a web. Each of us connected, even as much as we do not want to be connected. But this is the life you chose. This is the live you made a decision to be yours.
My sweet children, it will not be forever.
And, my sweet children, this pain and suffering you find yourself in the midst of living out the rest of this life here on this planet earth does not have to be a struggle. You must look within. You must dig deep. You must sacrifice those parts of yourself that you claim. Allow them to fall away. Reclaim those keys. Reach deep inside and pull them out. Allow your judgements, your ego, your fears…all of it. Let it fall away. And just take what you need. Do not let the rest of what is around you tarnish, taint, or creep its way closer to you.
You are stronger, more powerful, and brighter than it all.
I see it. I know it. I feel it. And i know who you are outside of this flesh you find yourselves trapped in.
But i know you will most likely not believe me as much as those lies you tell yourself. So you must find a way to get your voice back. You must find a way to make the voice you want to be heard the one that prevails. This is why speaking is so important. This is why writing is so important. It can help you find the voice that you think does not exist—the one that is lost. It is not lost. It just buried under all the other voices that you let make the decisions. Under all the voices that you think have more value over yours.
Write your intentions from your heart. Speak your intentions from the heart. Scream them out loud. Force the vibrations, your body, and the spirits around you to hear your deepest and most intimate desires and wants and wishes and needs. Sacrifice the image that you have let be created of you from the lies and others who seek to make you feel less than you are…and allow yourself to be rebirthed through your own voice and vibration. And let that vibration and frequency, then, be so powerful and strong that it destroys that which you thought was already destroyed. Let it force your body back up from where you lay.