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You know. You know so much more than you let yourself remember. You can forget all you want, but you’ll never NOT remember 10 times as much. The issue here is trust.
The physical body—your flesh—it makes you forget. It makes you worry. It makes you fear. It makes you sad. It makes you “weak.” Oh my children, you are far from weak. Have you not seen what you have already endured? Have you not felt all that has risen and still rose again today? Why are you so resistant to the natural strength that you exude? Why are there so many limitations? I say you don’t want the responsibility of what it would take to take all you are and hold it. You continue to expand greater, wider, brighter forever and ever into infinity. But it seems that you feel that you’ve had enough. Or you feel that you’ve done enough. But at the same time you still want more—to manifest more. To ask for more. But you won’t take more. You cannot take on anything new if you are not willing to take on what you already have.
The new things may seem shiny and fantastic—oh and they are. They are also yours. 100% and completely and totally yours. But in some strange twist of the mind you’ve convinced yourself at some subtle level that you’re unworthy or undeserving or unable to accept them. You call these things to you then you push them away.
But you know.
And then you mourn. You mourn when others have and you don’t. You mourn when you could have but didn’t. Always just missing what’s “yours.” But my dear, everything is yours. Why aren’t you taking it?
I think you don’t trust yourself enough. I think you don’t believe yourself enough. I think you don’t love yourself enough. But I do.
I trust you. I believe in you. I love you.
And there is me in you.
And so what of the dreams you desire? The love of your self you seek? What of the power you wish to harness?
SING ON HIGH MY SWEET CHILDREN.
CELEBRATE ALL THAT YOU ARE AND ALL THAT YOU ARE NOT.
Why are you making so much time for absolutely nothing? You set up everything to then not attend your own party—your own invocation. YOUR OWN SPELLS.
The power of your voice, of your heart, of your soul—of your flesh. It knows. It knows. It knows.
You must learn to trust the tools you were given. Oh—the tools YOU CHOSE. You chose this body. You chose this planet. You chose this timeline. You chose this plane. You chose this family. You chose these friends. You chose this path…and all before you knew you chose. And so it’s up to REMEMBER why you picked what you did. Why you would choose to struggle in the way you have and not get “what you want” on purpose.
You did it to strengthen your reserve. You did it to prove to yourself your power—yet in a strange turn of events you actually forgot your power.
You are a magician. You are a witch. You are a conjurer. You are beautiful. You are powerful. You are everything. You are nothing. And you are everything in between.
It is YOU that is creating this reality. It is YOU that is setting the rules for this GAME that you came here to play. Seek to find the back door my children. Seek to find the place where the glitch lives. Where the shimmer is—where the crack in the foundation lives. This is where you can find your out. This is where you can see and REDISCOVER the power you had to make this place you now find yourself. A labyrinth of bullshit and chaos.
Should you feel bad? No.
Should you feel trapped? No.
This is all a play of your mind.
You must trust that this is all your creation. You are still living as an actor in a play that YOU CREATED. OH HOW POWERFUL YOU TRULY ARE.
You know how things will play out. You know how they will respond. You know how you will move. This is how you’re able to keep yourself entrapped. You know your moves well before you make them.
Move to unlock. Hear my breath in your ear. Feel me stand close behind your back as I give you a not so gentle nudge. Let the vibration of my push force your eyes to blink and be revealed before you the truth of what’s happening. Each of you a director. Each of you a master. Each of you a builder. Each of you healed as you see fit. Let yourself be free of what ties you down. Allow that weight to be lifted so your physical body can heal. So your emotional body can take a rest. And so that the mind will quiet itself.
REST.
OH and to be KINGS AND QUEENS—you’re already there. BE FREE MY CHILDREN. Let the knowledge of everything you have, have been before, and have yet to be FLOOD YOU and TAKE OVER. Surrender to it. Take it all in. Live deep inside your heart space and revel in all that is YOUR GLORY. OF YOUR CREATION. FOR YOUR UNFOLDMENT CEREMONY.
This release, this acceptance, this surrender can lead to that build of trust. To that build of tolerance. To that acceptance of your power. It is only when you can harness this can you just finally learn to know as you do naturally. And then to give that knowledge freely and unrestricted, unbound, unbiased. Let your mind—the air around you—be moved. Let it move. Let it move. Let it move. Let it flow freely around you and create that dizziness. Allow yourself to be shaken so that you can settle correct.