repattern
Welcome my sweet children. Welcome to the day your lives change forever. Have you heard me calling you? Have you felt that pull deep inside your chest? That was me.
Maybe you feel anxious. This is me calling. Maybe you feel like you’re being watched. I am watching you. Maybe you feel stagnant. This is me putting your plans to a halt.
Are you aware of the plans you made before you came to this Earth? Apparently you have forgot. Luckily for you, I was there with you before you came naked and afraid into this lifetime. I was with you when you made your plans with your self and your spirits in that in between state of death and life.
And I heard you speaking so softly, so closely, so tenderly. Speaking with such compassion, such empathy. There was so much power there. And you didn’t even need to blink an eye. There was so much power there and you didn’t even need to raise your voice. There was so much power there and you didn’t even need to tell anyone your plans. You did what you wanted for yourself. You made your plans yourself. You gave YOURSELF everything.
And when you came here, there was a veil you had to pass through upon birth. This veil was a veil of “forgetting”…a shroud of sorts. A membrane placed over you to cloud you. A test—did you really still want the things you asked for? All those things you prayed for? All those things you planned for before you came into this life?
I see your struggle. I hear your cries. I see your relationships falling apart. I feel your imbalances. And guess what? Your struggles, your cries, your “failures”, your imbalances—THEY ARE EACH OF EACH OTHER. You are all feeling the struggle, the imbalance, the pain, the weakness, the trauma because each of you can not only see of yourself in another but can also feel of yourself in another. And THAT is what you are experiencing. Not only are you experiencing that which you are unable to accomplish for your own lifetime due to what you “think” you have to or need to do to accomplish these menial flesh tasks.
But.
You are also feeling the pain of others in your bones—in that same flesh. You are feeling the discord of others. You are feeling the pain of others. You are seeing others dreams fade from their eyes as they trap themselves in limitations, and hindsights, and "better” opportunities.
Why. Why must you continue to act in this way?
Why must there be a struggle? I’ll give you a special gift, my dear children. The struggle isn’t real—it is perceived.
Perception is the assumption of facts based on observation and previous experience. And while some people can perceive events just fine—a lot of you, my sweet beautiful and broken children, are so shrouded in this veil of forgetting that was placed upon your flesh upon entering this hell called Earth, that you are most unable to use that perception to your own benefits. Because it is warped. Because it is flawed.
Ahh. But you can see a light at the end of the tunnel my sweet ones if you would just turn the fuck around. And so this month I will lead you to that place where you can see just how much this struggle doesn’t have to be “on” you or “a part” of you. These are just things happening to this body in this “life” you’re living.
These things do not define you or your soul. These are like lessons, tests, things YOU ASKED FOR as a means of acquiring skills and knowledge to get you to a new place in your journey. But, you all have seemed to forget just what it was that you came here to do. You are stuck to your stories. You are stuck to these experiences. You must learn to use your perception to your benefit. Nothing can actually harm you here unless you let it. Unless you believe it has the power to do so.
And if you believe that nothing has the power to harm you and you pay it no mind—simply allowing it to move from your space and back to space where it belongs. I tell you, my sweet dear children, that you will feel free. Why must you listen to that hateful inner voice of your fleshy body? That thing is a liar. It is a worrier. It is making you soft. You’re better than your bodies. You are better than this hell called planet Earth. YOU ARE A WARRIOR! What has happened to you??
You are gods and goddesses. You are powerful beings. And I keep telling you and you just keep not believing. How is it that you can not let your story affect you? I will show you. I will show you how you can move from your circumstances. How much NOT attached to them you need to be. How much you CAN remember your power—in all its limitless-ness. You just have to let that be where you stay.
This shroud must be lifted. It must be washed away. This that you have built up is no longer going to serve you at this point in time. You can see what you want, see where you want to go. Oh, wouldn’t it be nice? Oh…if only I could…How can I??
You can.
My sweet, dear children—YOU. CAN. But you have to believe.
This magic I speak of is not like you’ll see in this world. It’s better. It moves, undetected in your veins. Where your physical body can’t see it. Nor can that of your friend or your Earth mother.
You say you’re alone. That is a lie.
You say that you’re less than. That is a lie.
You say that you can’t because of something else. That is a lie.
You say that you can’t see your guides. That is a lie.
With as much as you choose to see anything in your physical day to day life, so that you can see in your psychic NATURAL life. All of you are NATURALLY psychic beings. NATURALLY MYSTICAL beings. You are your dead. You are no better, no worse. And when you die, you go back to your NATURAL SPIRIT state.
Just because you were given the weight of a physical body does not mean that your progression is going to be hindered. You were able to pass through planes of existence and walls for fuck sake. AND YOU STILL CAN. Just because it doesn’t LOOK like your oily flesh moving through those walls doesn’t mean it’s not happening.
You keep asking these questions you do…hoping that one day the answer will just fall into your lap. Why must you continue to ask the questions that you’re asking. Are you suffering? So when you ask, “Why must I suffer in this way? How is it I can move from this suffering?” You must see the value of that suffering. You must examine it. You must turn inward. Where have you been missing the lesson? Where have you been ungrateful for what it is you have before you want something more? Where are things sticky that you need to remove? Why are you insistent on keeping EVERYTHING?
Again and again you always are “grateful” for what you have but you keep asking for more. You are never going to have enough money. You will never have a big enough home. You will never have the most high paying job. Your mind will never be quiet and silent during meditation. You will get where your mind is centered. And when you are always looking for what’s coming next instead of appreciating what you’ve got ALREADY right in front of you—this is where you have lost track of the greater story that is at play. This is where you’ve fallen prey to your flesh. This is where the story from this hell called Earth has lured you into a false sense of reality.
The TRUE reality lies in our spirit state. It lies in that state that we continue to tell ourselves that we’re not experiencing. You keep saying, “BUT IM NOT SEEING ANYTHING.”
Yes. Keep telling yourself that. Your words are shaping your reality and you’re completely right—you can’t see anything. You won’t hear anything. You are completely right.
So. In this case, I’d like you to lie to yourself. You need to go back to the beginning. You need to TRICK your physical bodies. They have failed you. They will continue to fail you. And because your realities are SO easily swayed by that voice you carry forth out of the flesh—so you must use it to MY PERSPECTIVE benefit for YOU.
Lie.
TELL your self you CAN see. TELL yourself that you CAN hear. TELL yourself that you CAN move freely. TELL yourself you CAN read.
Tell your body what it doesn’t want to hear. Over. And over. And over. And over.
Reprogram your body.
Unlearn what you’ve told it to do.
Because in truth, that lie isn’t a lie at all.
Because in truth, that lie is ACTUALLY YOUR TRUTH.
Because in truth, you’ve been too afraid to claim exactly what is yours. You’d rather be sad and upset and alone wishing you could have what the other had. But you already do.
Because in truth if she can have it so do you.
Because in truth, you each, my sweet beautiful children, are exactly all the fucking same.
And anything that you wish you had is actually already yours.
And so I implore you. And so i BEG you. This month we will LIE to this flesh that has WRONGED YOU. And as we learn to tell our bodies exactly how in the FUCK YOU WANT TO PROCEED WITH YOUR OWN DIVINE BIRTHRIGHTED LIGHTED LIVES—when we COME to that place where we can see exactly what it is that we have done to ourselves. Moved back to that first and initial root of our imbalance that we can slay that beast. And you can simply become you.
But this work is powerful. And painful. You’re already messy. You’re already sad. You’re already tired. Your flesh is DONE just as you are. So. Stop fighting it. Let it be done. And allow your soul to take BACK control.
You have been living your lives as something other than you were truly meant to be. You have been living a lie. And so again, we will continue to LIE. Your soul being free depends on your ability to lie to yourself at this moment. Your soul, crying out to be heard—this is the exact reason why nothing goes “YOUR WAY.” Because your way is wrong. Your needs aren’t being met because you’re asking for the wrong thing. Your job isn’t working because you’re not supposed to be there.
And this life you chose needs things—material things. But that magic coursing through your veins remains untapped and hidden. We are breaking that free this month. We are working to undo all the work you’ve done to keep yourself small.
I cannot tolerate, nor can you, any longer.
And so we begin the process of lying to this body of yours. TRICKING IT as you would a naive child or pet. Harsh? Too bad. We are running out of time for nice. You are running out of time for nice. NICE is where you’ve been. And look what nice has gotten you. And so we’re going to journey. And uncover. And move. And undo. And put things BACK to the way they were SUPPOSED TO BE.
We will move to find the nature of imbalance. We will undo the years of programming that you have done to your body. But you have to follow my rules now. You have to follow MY RULES. To learn you must be lead.
And so shall it be.