reconnection
Did you know that without connection there is nothing. Without others, there is no you. Because without you, there is no one else. We are all connected. You to me and I to you. We are always stronger together. But in order to be with us, you must first find yourself.
As we venture into the Third Eye and Crown chakras we venture into territory that scares us. It is in these places that you can find anything and everything outside of your body. Anything and everything inside your body as well. It is always the things that stand to grow and shine your light so bright that scare the living shit out of you.
But you are just afraid of yourself.
Your power is beyond exquisite. It is the complete embodiment of everything you wished to be. A perfect balance between calm/collected and ferocious/warrior-like. It can accomplish tasks and drive you to places this life of yours can’t even imagine. You seem to judge yourselves on the basis of those around you. How they see you, or how they’ve seen you in the past. What someone else will think is of ZERO importance. Because those limiting words and thoughts and perceptions are mere moot illusions of their own lack of confidence in their own power. A ploy to attempt to keep YOUR light dimmed instead of outshining them and empowering them to shine bright too.
So you want to be psychic? A medium? …My loves, you already are.
Each person has the ability of any single person whose gifts you most admire. You’re just scared to TAKE that control and power that is ALREADY INSIDE YOU. The development of your gifts is simply a tolerance and trust built up within yourself, by yourself, from positive outcomes of your spiritual interactions. It’s not that you need to acquire more power or gain “more” abilities. There is no such thing. Neither of those two possibilities exist. I cannot impress upon you enough that every thing in your wildest dreams is ALREADY HERE. This is why I must insist on changing the nature of the language you use when referring to your abilities as an UNFOLDMENT instead of development. Unfolding pulls back the layers and layers and layers, thousands of them at times, of hurtful and incorrect programming that is continuing to come or has reached you from your families, your home lives, your religious institutions, your friends, social circles…Development encourages something from a weaker, more infantile state, to slowly gain its strength and rise up stronger. No, no my loves. You do not need development. You are ALREADY STRONG. You have ALREADY DEVELOPED. YOU ARE ALREADY AY ONE HUNDRED PERCENT CAPACITY.
But you’re not taking it.
Did you hear that? Did you see that? Was that really happening? Can it be true? A true medium doesn’t ask those questions. A medium’s job, your job, is to simply repeat information. They are quite literally a dictaphone—a repeater of information. Messages are not meant to be interpreted by the medium for the person receiving the message. Messages are meant to be brought out into the open my the medium. Because a medium is LITERALLY the middle of an interaction between side a and side b. And guess what? YOU ARE A TRUE MEDIUM. Each and every single one of you were born into the life of a medium.
You were once of death—before you were born. And you came from that transitional place to this physical space. You have lived both. And you have done it more than once. Some of you more than a hundred times. And a few of you more than ten thousand times. To live in both places, to transition from life to REAL life as the full expansive light of your soul outside your physical body in the spirit world. My loves, you have already TOUCHED and LIVED as that which you’re trying to connect to. It is so so much closer than you are seeing.
To think it is anything more or anything less is foolish. Why? Simply put, that’s because it’s not how the true reality of what you are and how communication—how connection—works. It’s not that you’re not special, because my loves, you so so so very much are. Each of you brings something that only you can bring—yourself. And while you’re not special in the sense of how you can connect to whatever that part of you inside contains your power, what you do with it is the most magical part of all.
How do you “get there?” I hear your cries. I hear your prayers. But my loves, I cannot give you something that you already have. Stop asking so many questions. Not only is it frustrating to me because I cannot ever seem to impress upon you enough, I believe, the depth of your TRUE reality. But it’s also another route of subtle self-doubt that you continue to subscribe yourselves to and feed into each and every moment of your human existence.
End. That. Now.
Connection requires sacrifice. And I will always tell you that the sacrifice you must make is the one to YOURSELF. Not to a god, or to a deity, nor ascended master—the Universe. No. No, dear loves. The sacrifice you must make to yourself is the one that immediately breaks all the bonds and cords and ties and pacts that you have ever made by finding inside of yourself, the TRUE POWER within. Sacrifice your limiting beliefs. Sacrifice your questions. Sacrifice your patterns of self-doubt. They are the mask and the damper—the dimmer switch to every single thing you have ever wanted for your life.
Take each and every impression, thought, vision, sound, smell, feeling and USE IT. Allow it to FILL YOU. The good. The bad. All of it. You cannot have all of your power without also recognizing its duality. Not everything will be perfect and pristine. But it should NEVER deter you from continuing to press forward. Because you are a WARRIOR remember. You are always in control when you harness your power in its entirety. It is when you back away. Allow yourself to be timid. When you question yourself in ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM. THIS. This place my loves, is where your blind spots are found. Those places where those grave mistakes and misfortune are bred.
DO NOT allow yourself to continue to fall prey to the traps you set for yourself. To connect—sacrifice. Call upon me, your dark mother. Call upon your Mother Mary, your light mother. Call upon the universe—the totality of both light and dark. And drop to your knees. Close your eyes. Let your tears flow. Let your screams burn your throat. Allow your body to be heavy. And allow each and every exhale, no matter it’s pain or pleasure, to release any and every piece of you that does not serve you as you choose to now do the thing that you have been unable to do in the past.